November, Grand Parade, 1994

I see you back on Grand Parade 

The damp paving slabs, the traffic

Shadows on your young face 

Your slim hands clenched 

Air reeking of damp 

Like now, it was November 


I think of you after you’d finished work

At The Odeon, late

How you could still stay awake

And long past midnight in that basement 

You’d put on a videotape for us

A snowstorm on an old portable TV


And I would always fall asleep 

Even though your mattress was so lumpy 

The descending shape of sleep

Let’s not call it a melody 

More a downward unraveling 

Matched the tightening in my chest 


November, you walked so fast

Your raincoat flaring

As you slipped between the crowd

Vanishing down basement steps

With puddles on the ground

Glinting like the

pewter

Of dulled Georgian metalware 







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